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In the Moonlight

Posted by Lorelai on April 28, 2014 with No Comments

moonlight-2-1024x768Bathing in the moonlight. The Goddess is in her full glory tonight, shining her blessings onto our world. Those who remember, that they must accept the blessings in order to receive them, will be filled with joy and gratitude tomorrow, dancing in the mist of Miracles. Read more…


Posted by Lorelai on April 27, 2014 with No Comments

Rain Drops on Glass Wallpapers 3Looking out the window, I see that I’m going forward. Looking in the mirror I see that I’m going backwards. Meanwhile, I’m just sitting still. Past, present and future blend into one moment.  Read more…

Rock bottom?

Posted by Lorelai on April 26, 2014 with No Comments

ImageI choose to walk the path of self-discovery. Was I ever at the rock bottom? Many times, or so I thought, although I never completely lost the hope of salvation. There was always this tiny flicker of light somewhere in my heart that eventually dragged me back up to the surface. Slowly but surely. Read more…


Posted by Lorelai on April 14, 2014 with No Comments

“Awake. Shake dreams from your hair my pretty child, my sweet one. Choose the day and choose the sign of your day; the day’s divinity, first thing you see.” For the last few days I have those words from Jim’s poem playing over and over in my head. I loved the guy, when I was younger. His quest […]

Facing Demons

Posted by Lorelai on April 9, 2014 with No Comments

This nice summer day, I feel a strong push to go back to the place where I lost my faith in God. I’ve passed it many times during my summer trips to Home, but never felt such an intense urge to go in. It was always just an immerse fear that made my knees weak.

Flying with dead weight

Posted by Lorelai on April 7, 2014 with No Comments

  It’s hard to fly with a heavy bag attached to your ankle. I have been cleaning my bag for so many years, throwing out old traumas, negative thoughts and unhealthy beliefs. It’s still heavy. It feels like there’s something stuck deep at the bottom and I can’t reach it. How I wish I could just […]


Posted by Lorelai on April 1, 2014 with No Comments

A sudden rush of butterflies in my stomach and unexpected flashback shows up on my mind screen. Sickle or scythe. Scythe or sickle? I am standing in front of the whole class, having a foolish argument with the teacher. She says sickle, I say scythe. Or the other way around. Like it matters so much […]